...and, my self?

A 'scoop and full-stop for the foreseeable.

New site to accompany via a link on copies of John's Gospel to hand out.

A post to confess and proclaim my own 'mind-full and what'?

An audio reading of John on repeat listens.

Said what can to anyone know done-wrong and believe released to launch into solitude and seclusion.

Prayerletter.substack, if/when and have something to put out there. To resist the digital intake except in measures and minimal. Be a breeze and burst of relief to carry on blogging but it isn't a fruitful pursuit. Would feel alright and provide an illusory sense of purpose but time to do the right stuff am convicted and voluntary imprisoned over.

A deliberate and careful lay down.

Oswald Chambers for the day.

M'mind and thinking...?

A difficult time. Fazed and fussed about the way we sometimes live and engage. For every frustration with someone is a contrary blessed encounter with an open and generous person or people.

While over and above, in and around, are signs and the presence of God for breakthrough.

Faith-talk in line with the promises from the Bible is on the rise. Fasting and what God gives in direct and/or inner impartation, (translated 'gifts of the Spirit') and; love —which sits in the middle. (Literal-wise and reading, First Corinthians 12-14).

In the background are three attacks and threats that loom and must be disrupted: digital payments and passports/ID, and the W.H.O. trying for a take over. All to get to children through needles, pills, and screen-saturation.

Those two sentences are all we need to know and what's doing with the enemy of humanity in the homes and streets we live.

The loss of hope and a future is the battle to regain (for those without it/much), new sight, that the war isn't lost and their aim to lock-us-up secure.

Quick flick on to Off-Guardian and find Death by Pixels from Sylvia Shawcross.

Into, faith and confessions. Sylvia is offering a version and what we might find inside ourselves. Am amazed at people I meet, or online, displaying courage whilst knowing what we have to be brave about.

Causes some to re-consider God and that in a come-around to the Bible revealed one. When it gets more difficult, even desperate to find respite, the questions can become cries to the unknown?

What could be the cause of our existence, albeit the maker in opposition to hate, evil and with intentions for life and with love?

Up for an honest blab. Be all about God. Can't fake otherwise.

Using someone's computer the past few days for a delve and swing around the block. A review of this revealing exercise and throw out impressions:

1) Discovered Michael Heiser died in February. Popularist but weighty and the preeminent theologian of the internet. Wasn't an open theist yet that way inclined. Commend his thoughtful and scholar-bringing but accessible approach of unusual import and positive influence. No one has taken so many studious evangelicals through a process of healthy reconsideration. Somewhat to do with his lack of allegiance to a particular tribe and tradition.

2) Stephen Sizer went on UK Column and posted the link on his blog. What a recovery and bold move. On one hand he went with the people of the lie and denied the relevance and justice of questioning '9/11' in public; now it's breadcrumbs back to UK Column.

All it takes: a link and a signpost. All done. An affirmation by way of association and participation. Man of God..., to care for investigation and discovery -over- tame and wimpy runaway.

3) Done Black Magic Bait & Switch: Analog People Turned Digital Prisoners truth-filled chat, as were a bunch of the toughest and digging discussions on Odysee and Bitchute.

The esoteric, unfolding, insightful and toward the real and what covers-up is the searchers understandable curiosity and quest. Realise any personal challenges are often upon a perceived outdated and lame-looking Christianity and/or version that isn't open. God is... and listened to a related discussion.

As for my direction? Getting on and into 'faith' and bold declarations on the promises of God. Prayer walks with an open bible. To believe God like a Pentecostal pioneer with caveats and a progressive take where discernment leads.

4) Identify with Tyler Staton and co. finding ways to go but their occasional strays into and acceptance of social and political deceptions to illustrate, grieves and troubles.

Heard a top tip revealer: what do we think about the first minutes or moments upon waking in the morning or last muse as we fall asleep?

Somewhat answers the question about where our head's at?

Our mind and relationship to the rest of our body and the foundations and outlook/worldview: Is there genuine choice? What's involuntary and inevitable, at least a product of the uncontrollable and overall random complexity of our unfolding history?

Can we choose?

The ever-growing contemporary philosophical and psychological assumption is we're determined beings.

Reason and foundation for my personal libertarian view (not determined) our self is beyond biology and physical understanding. Claim: God indwells and/or enables through common grace and what we're consciousness all-about. A soul and the capacity to make a genuine new move.

Same goes for God in free and able, to do a new... whatever, within character and the constancy of love and justice is permissible. Convinced, God is a redeemer in the action 2000 years ago and what happened in the 'atonement' and provision for a one on one engagement with every willing person on earth. Am certain my blowing it and messing up cause work for God and the good entities in God's service but greater is... God's grace and power to engineer and presence to care for in response and relationship.

Add the old Ad, to remind that all that the blogging has been about is replication and encouragement any young or oldie in how and why to face demonstrable evidence of facts and speak up in love and hope. Actually the word to use isn't about copying (can't recall, what) but DIY and which way we can and do.

Not, duplicate is perhaps the notion.

Agree all looks and seems normal-ish out there in the local thoroughfare and sunshine. Can't kid ya and go singing along and smiling about. Not into getting heavy and intense about the state of things but take what lead and opportunity?

Usual plea and explanation: Because living otherwise is a cover-up inside and trauma-making. Done enough of that upon m'self with at least a degree in exchanging the script for what I believe and don't doubt is true.

Free to...

Hope has faded to new levels over the last few years and remains the battleground for the fight.

Alongside this is a freedom to re-take our independence with personal unique capacity. To have responsibility. There's no conclusive way to prove hard-care determinism, the half-way compatibilist view, or (as the biblical narrative presents), and a full-on libertarian position.

Take my stand from the bible and leading in reading it, reason and rational observations, and look at the traditions. God is real (to me) and accept the justice, judgement, mercy, and truth that brought the life of Jesus on earth to die to live again is knowable and personal. An experience and belief.

In the gospel of John are two words that sum up Jesus and intention: FULL of grace and truth.

In those who dismiss or don't accept the person-encountering and by-and-large evangelical understanding of God find doubts in three particular and common to cite aspects of theology:

1. The triune and one God. Revealed as three-persons and dubbed 'trinity'. This includes God able to be physical as in Jesus on earth.

2. Time. All a flux and something other than the moment we're in and relationship between two events.

3. Traditions within 2000 years of Church history. All is said to be conspiracy and bunkum but where's the depth of analysis? Accept am making a vague claim but in particular and the last century is maligned and misunderstood. Dismissed and caricatured. Get why to some degree but provokes me want to explain and offer another side.

On that? Must do what/when/opportunity, and able.

The over and above is consent and numbers to keep freedom to speak alive.

Will there be sufficient disconnect and standing?

Mike Yeadon leads the call.

Off and the need to be on this imaginary stage. The most to do is be the prophetic action. Fast and pray. Love and know God like ne'er known and intimacy and power.

No complaints, although the last three years took its brutal toll. Not..., God's doing. The hangover and debilitating affects upon me are shifting and the bible and mission, the way and through.

The mysteries of life, (and the troubles), can lead us on and into the wonder, love and praise with God. All that's needed is to know the possibility and be sincere to seek and if(?) so..., the claim is we'll see.

Can't decide for sure how wide God's mercy is but there's an urgency to share the message to all who'll take time to enquire. Going for signs and wonders, healing and deliverance, without the often associated Christian-cultural baggage and substandard thinking, talking and/or attitude. Got to be said and rare to find fellow-travellers. The solution is to help make the most of the evangelicals and/or open searchers-toward and find the grace and truth, God gives and lives in me, to express.

The single overriding explanation for why-so-bad is the concept and reality of the demonic and evil entities having been allowed to roam and reign; through the lack of faith and Holy Spirit filled and operating and out-there Christians.

Society is under a criminal siege. We've permitted it to happen, not knowing our authority in Christ and relationship with God that takes this up and alternatives. We let the devil get to this collective extent and the line must be drawn with and through people, of and for..., truth and grace.

Close sum-up from Dr. Stephen Frost.

Open and rise-up material and means is the Bible, and the present one, i.e. the Holy Spirit.

ALL..., to note, are the parallels to 'mental health' and its provenance, or roots of the shoots, explored through F. William Engdahl -or- read and presented by Sam.

From the physical to the psychological:

Formerly, when Church and State were allied, people accepted theological justifications for state-sanctioned coercion. Today, when Medicine and the State are allied, people accept therapeutic justifications for state-sanctioned coercion. This is how, some two hundred years ago, psychiatry became an arm of the coercive apparatus of the state. And this is why today all of medicine threatens to become transformed from personal therapy into political tyranny.

Thomas Szasz – New Preface to The Myth of Mental Illness (2010)¹

Our mind is fed with understanding and there's nothing in the light that isn't true.

Quick to tick-the-boxes, label, and medicate is the default way of child/adolescent psychology and adult social care.

Preface to comment made about 'classrooms and social housing'.

Meeting ever-more openness and/or, 'got it' thinking, come interest to test presumptions.

We're in a world of two movements: Regression and repression -or- repentance and rise-up.

Tom's 'pandemic of not thinking'.²

We all do it and I does it... in life and moves, that are mistakes and negligence to see alternatives or a better way. All I can say is - take a chance(?) - and love back; in the love coming our one-on-one way, and consider the poss.:

'...that in all things God works together with those who love him to bring about what is good'.

The prospect, and overarching hope. Reality..., that can become real to us all: Here for good.

That 's God.

Be on ...next-time to conclude on 'mind our self'.

Image from the outsiders' fakery and manipulate the media to do war in Syria. The comment has something on depression and psychological pain. Conclude and part 3 on Monday in a new-found public-PC space. Open with the admittance and how less online-access is the way to keep me less fried and fresh. Try staying off the screen for a day and see what's cooking eh?

Comment from Lucy Davies' piece:

[I’ve already used] an ample supply of language associated with psychology, but for the most part that’s just another word for morality, which draws insight from social sciences apart from pretensions of priestly castes claiming authority over common people’s perceptions. Professional classes are, metaphorically speaking of course, one of the most likely places to find narcissistic personality traits or disorders, as in many if not most cases of people paid to manage others.

Morality is all about our philosophy. To discover what makes us sad without obvious and sufficient cause, we can't forget the roots of our walk and being. We are what we believe, more than less.

The few dreadful ones behind the drive to destroy in the guise and name of health have reasons and mandates. Setting lower-down levels and bosses for money and power going, contend the pushers and commanders are in it for other utopian purposes. There's ideology for an anti-morality i.e. they're in opposition and/or unbelief about statements claimed in the 'Syria false-flag' image.

truthscoop.net/cover-to-cover

Vaccines aren't safe and dig any ways back and find they've done no-good as purported. Go 'Dr Sam Bailey' and hear/see the history of the basis for the counter-claims. The deeper cause: make creation look like it's a wild and hostile un-made, battle of fitness to survive and without, ...a unique and here-for-good humanity.

Same as line with "mental health" and the need to profile the genuine darkness and lack of motive to live, or make productive actions, as natural and the doctors have the answer. Hard core nihilism is presented as normal and to be expected.

Agree, the person with dependence on prescribed medication is in a vulnerable place and not denying -can(?)- receive benefits. Or, at least avoids a self-harm mode and their perception and experience without them.

What it isn't, is a basis for the roots and why someone feels as they do to arrive at this condition.

NO qualms and decent talking-based therapies in coping mechanisms, triggers, abandonment issues, all that and the wider list of possible triggers and solutions. Yet.., add drugs and mind-alter'rs of any kind and there's no telling the contributing factor, or delay in reaching a reliable way through without artificial stimulation?

Of course post-lockdown traumatic experiences and online screen mania have been/and are detrimental to our well being.

What isn't as obvious is the profound difficulty and living-on with a public -in the main- pretending the pre-2020 is back.

Two battle grounds where the first signs of the crack-up are schools and social housing.

Asked what I think will happen, to which I reply; a mass of mind-based breakdowns.

The use of 'mind-based' and way to describe our thinking process is in defiance and naming the brain, as somehow separate, from the physical. Better said, and the rest of our body.

Again, the manipulators behind their managers are intent on separating, what we are. The food we eat, the drink; what our eyes view, ears listen to; the gates of our bodies are polluters or purifiers.

We're the sum of many parts but a unified-person all in coordination and connected up.

Toxicity is the issue. In body, mind and soul. We do well to get out of the streams that stuff us up. If it's certain relationships, or choices when and what we consume; all builds up the burdens inside -or- keeps it down and even can release us from stored up unwanted and rubbish?

Taken thirty minutes and a quick scan of the 141 comments on A Pandemic of Narcissistic Abuse and throw a few out, and am off within the hour.

Get down m'self but disciplines keep that to a somewhat-minimum.

Am ...supposed to be low and troubled, the question is; about what and why?

Lobbing a couple of comments in to close and make an appeal on the subject with suggestions, and attempts at what helps, on Monday.

Be well..., and do feel the compassion for the broken (like me).

The one starter is to stop calling on lies from the liars.

Diagnosis? At best a debate, if not a shallow history-confirming, awful put-on and scam.

Psychiatry is the foundational technofascism – predating that of vaccines and viruses. They’ll let you choose not to get jabbed, but for making that choice, they’ll declare you “mentally ill” and a danger to society. That declaration will be made on the arbitrary say-so of a whitecoat. You’ll then be consigned to a treatment centre and all further choices will be made on your behalf.

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I read, but rarely write on this site anymore. No, psychological violence will not disappear. And yes, indeed it is at the root of all manmade problems. In the financial capitalist society we live in it is enmeshed in the fabric of society. There are other forms of personality disorder and its not for us to diagnose anyone. Even specialists disagree on definitions, let alone are able to agree on a diagnostic. Whatever name one uses, there is for me a category that feels no remorse (sociopathy according to some definitions), another one that does to some extent, but manage to ignore it, telling themselves, its not serious what they did; the person they victimized will get over it (narcissistic disorder). For the victimized it makes little difference.

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